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If you are in for an adventure paired with lengthy, quirky, brutal honest thoughts then you are in the right place.

My name is Arisa and was a cosplayer for 12 years in Malaysia before settling down in Kyoto, Japan. Exploring Japan full time has been a long time dream of mine, so let's explore it together!
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What Hurts Most....

Many things had happened in my life..some times it wish it didn't happen at all. I'll would do anything to erase my mistakes and sorrows...
Why cant i forget it? there are many things i tried hard to get over and done for..it's just too difficult for me..WHY???????????

I feeling like shit for almost a month. GOD...cant IT just leave me alone.I've been crying myself to sleep all the time, thinking everything would just go back the way it was. The only scar it has left in me is killing me slowly..I dont even know what to do about myself anymore.Its so freaking depressing.

I cant stop my tears from running even though i wear a mask over my true face to conceal what am i facing. I feel so selfish for thinking about myself too much and childish. Whwn will this all end? To the day im in my grave i doubt i can reat in peace with the way i am now. I wish i can just DIE..so everything wil end without effecting anyone elses feelings.

Running away from reality..but it just comes back to haunt me. I cant sleep anymore. I dont even know whoi is this girl everyone is calling "ARISA" Who is she? It's not like i know her anymore. She just curses the day she existed in this GODDAMN WORLD..I always wonder why did i been born 6 years too late.hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha........every word i hear in my heart is all bullshit. why do i even give a damn?

So FUCKED up WITH MY LIFE.......................

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